Thursday, June 10, 2010

Not with it...

As sad as it sounds I've lost ALL motivation for everything and anything... my eating is sooooooo out of control. I've gained weight again... argh... not a good time for me. Will be seing a specialist on addictions... I am sure I have a problem, basically compulsive eating/behaviour. I just hope I get it sorted out soon and can get on with life...

I want to run during the day and when the time comes at night I'm soooooooo tired I just can't do anything... plus I'm not at all motivated...

I need control, I really do!

3 comments:

  1. Oh Jacky, I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling so low. You can definately get on top of this. You are a strong and determined individual. YOU WILL WIN.

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  2. Oh goodness! I am SURE you'll get it all sorted out. Nothing in this life is easy!

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  3. Susan, you're too right... I seem to be heading in the right direction, thank goodness!

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